Selfish ranting

Sat April 24th

Hubbys appointments came through this morning, they really are being quick. They want him in for a pre-op on Tuesday and the actual op on Thursday. It also asks him to bring his overnight bag. Not really happy with that though as hes supposed to be an out-patient and we both thought he would be home the same day.

This worries hubby even more because like most men he is allergic to pain and so he thinks an overnight stay will be because he will have so much pain they will need to sedate him overnight. More like they dont know what time you will be going down to theatre so if your really late then they may keep you in. Better find the DS lite, we will be bored.

I say we, because I will be with him all day. I just hope work are understanding and let me take the time off. I must admit I am worried about work. I have been there almost 2 months and have taken lots of time off already for IVF appointments. It has taken me until yesterday to catch up with the outstanding work from my Easter week off and I was pleased to get on top of it at last. Now I will be behind again which makes me look a little slow and incompetent, even though I am working as fast as I can. I will also have to make the hours up, so I will be working an extra hour every day to catch up.

I am not complaining though, I would never let hubby go in on his own. Its just that I have finally found a job that I love and I risk losing it by not being there and not keeping up with the work. I really need this job, its going to fit around my pregnancy well and its the type of job I could go back to part-time. And I love it. It would be a shame to lose it because of my 'medical and family problems'

Anyway, enough about me, its hubby that needs my support and work will just have to manage without me for a day (or two)