Theres never a perfect time to have a baby

'theres never a perfect time to have a baby' so they say, well I bet there has been a better time than this. Just to recap on where we are:

1) We have no savings left
2) I am unemployed
3) We have no heating and wont get any unless points 1 & 2 change
4) We have a house to renovate
5) Dad is about to have treatment for cancer

So here I am with pressure from hubby to get a job as quickly as possible so we can start renovations but knowing that I will need time off soon for IVF appointments and if successful I may be pregnant by April.

Is it wrong to start a new job knowing damn well that you intend to get pregnant as soon as possible? Should I even care? probably not but I am convinced I will suffer the worst morning sickness in the world because I get travel sick just by trying to read a map in the passenger seat of a moving vehicle. If anyone is going to feel ill during pregnancy it will be me, and its so hard to work when suffering from nausea.

Maybe I'm just looking for any excuse not to go back to a crappy call centre and talk to the 'growingly impatient public' I just want a quiet job with no pressure, flexi time and a huge wage.... why aren't they advertised anywhere?

Oh well I will send off for any jobs I can do or seem interested in, hopefully I will get some replies.Hmmm no chocolate tasting jobs within a 25 mile radius